Pretty soon I'll be posting a series of posts that are very personal to me.
You see, I'm in New Jersey as I'm typing this right now and I looked around and I saw that I wasn't happy with my life and a very strange feeling popped into my head.
"I wonder if anyone would care if I died."
I didn't feel like anyone would.
So I proceeded to text one of my friends and he helped me feel a little better. He said "You have changed so many lives."
To be honest, I really don't believe him at all. But I started to realize something. Regardless of whether or not I thought I changed people's lives, I know for a fact that so many people have changed my life.
So this series of posts are devoted to all the people that have changed my life. If I write a letter to you, that means you have changed my life and I love you.
Also, I will be writing these as if they were my last words to you. As if I was to die today.
I won't try to be too depressing.
It is depressing. And if you were to die today, I'm sorry, I would be depressed.
ReplyDeleteI wish I was more easily able to express to people how much I truly love them.
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ReplyDeleteEm did not delete the comment, it was me. I didn't know that she was logged in. I hope it doesn't creep you out that I read your blog but I do. I try to refrain from commenting but today I couldn't. I was just thinking last week how much I will miss you when you go to college. You are like family to me. Hugs.
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