Sunday, January 25, 2015

World Full Of Bad

What would happen if in
The blink of an eye you were gone
And there's nobody left to sing along
To your favorite song in the car

The one that you switch through
All the radio stations for
Because without that song
You're not happy listening so

Tell me...
What would happen?

Really think hard 
And maybe you already have
Maybe you think your life
Would just be a passing fad

People would be sad but
They would get over it

Someone told me "If you die I'll never be okay"
And I still believe it

But I wonder these things too
And I say "God, is it really true?
Is it really true that it would matter
Would people cry or choose something other than that?"

The truth is that I don't know
But the more I grow
The more I realize that
The world is full of bad

But if I can be that ray of light
That voice that says it's okay
Then I've done my job
And I can actually lay down in my grave

But the more I toss and turn in my bed
That's just how much closer I am
To falling into the person I want to be
And I don't want to land

So tell me,
Would you matter?
Or has my worst fear come true?

Have I become the last thing 
I want to have
In a world full of bad?