Locked away and trapped, the feeling is real. It's there. I see it in front of me. Except... It's not really there. Well, it is, but nothing is physically here. I seem to be in a murky and dirty room, with a light source that seems to not be coming from anywhere in particular. There is an odor stronger than anything I've ever smelt, and it's not a good smell. I gag and my body wants me to throw up, but there's nothing in my body to force out.
Then I start to lose feeling in my body. My voice won't work no matter how hard I try. I can't move, I can't feel, I can't smell the horrific stench that once came from the room. All of my senses have abandoned me except for one of them. My sight. I can still see that the room is dimly lit and it is slowly fading away to the darkest shade of black. More black than anything I have ever seen.
Then... Everything that I could once see, feel, hear, touch, taste, and smell is nonexistent. There is nothing physicall there... But I am still here. I'm still conscious and alive but I'm powerless in every aspect of being a human.
That's what I fear.
This hurts my heart...but it's beautiful
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