Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Here's Another Post About You

I'm not lying when I tell you you're beautiful.

I'm not lying when I say I love you.

I'm not trying to pull your leg or be a dick.

I mean it all from the bottom of my soul.

Because whether you realize it or not, you mean a lot more to me than you think.

And if that's not enough, it's fine.

But I love you.

You can put a smile on my face without fail. 

I've hardly ever resented you for anything, which is hard to do because I resent some of what my friends do.

You might hurt me but I hurt you just as much.

I know at the end of the day you care about me.

I need you in my life.

You're one of my best friends and I love you so much.

Love,

-Ardon.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Happy Birthday To Me

"What do you want for your birthday?"

I don't know. I've been too busy for the last 18 years hearing everyone not caring about my birthday because it's the day before Halloween. I guess in turn, I've joined the crowd and stopped caring about my birthday.

There's gonna be a huge Halloween party on my birthday that I planned because I just didn't care anymore.

I guess to answer the question, I'll make a list.

Things I want for my birthday:

1. A girlfriend
2. Less depression
3. The golden rule to be more of a thing
4. My friends to be happy
5. My friends to be happy
6. My friends to be happy
7. My friends to be happy
8. My friends to be happy
9. My friends to be happy
10. My friends to be happy

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Who Are You Really?

"I think you could fall in love with anyone really. All you have to do is watch them when you're alone."

Being alone isn't exactly one of my strong suits. I don't like doing it, but sometimes I'm "forced" to, you know? 

I don't necessarily know if anyone would fall in love with me if they saw what I do alone. I don't do anything bad, it's just... Me. I sit around my house and play Skyrim, eat food, and sing musical theater tunes. Sometimes I sleep, sometimes I take a shower just cause. I know for a fact that I talk to my self A LOT. That might scare people away.

The thing that I think makes this quote beautiful is the fact that if you watch someone without them knowing (without being a creep), you're seeing them at their most human state. With nobody to impress or talk to, that's who they are. I know myself well enough to the point that I know who I am when I'm alone.

I know that I don't like being alone at all. But I look at being alone as a blessing in disguise. I might not like it, but it's a time when I can truly be myself and anything that I want to happen can pretty much happen. Of course, then I proceed to invite friends to share in the feelings I feel when I'm alone.

Maybe I'm always alone, and I actively let people observe me. Who knows?

The question I want to know is, "Who are you?"